my baby

Monday, September 14, 2009

my baby

dear my baby,
i hope someday theres someone who wants to love you for the way you're.they dont see ur phisical things.they even dont care if  you're blond or brown.or if youre eyes blue or black,ure fat or thin/
they dont see you by them eyes.but by them heart.they treat you right. all they want is to love you,have you and make you happy.
because,thats what ur dad has done to me,my baby.


dear my baby,
i hope someday theres someone who makes you respect your life.who makes you feel blessed for every air that you breath in.makes you adjure to god to live a thousand years more.who change your world to be a beautiful wonderland.no matter how cruel you're true life is.they'll always there.they'll  always there making ur reality is better than your dream.
because,thats what ur dad has done to me,my baby.

dear my baby,
i hope someday there's someone who makes you dream about them everyday.who makes you crazy,who makes you whisper their name everytime you go to sleep.makes you find whats the most beautiful spot of being alive.makes you feel like youre the most beautiful person in this world.makes you sit for hours in front of the telephone,just want to hear their voice and sleep well.
and you like the way it feels.
because,thats what ur dad has done to me,my baby.

dear my baby,
i hope someday there's someone who gives you love.a warm love.and thats all he does.they dont see how terible ure,and they dont even wants to hurt you.all they do is just love you,without any selfishness in it.
because,thats what ur dad has done to me,my baby.

dear my baby, there's a lot of things that i worry about you when ure grow up.I'm not sure the world is such a fine place to bringing you.Many of the things that happened sometimes not worth living through.but my pretty little baby.i just have a little hope that someone will treat you right.
because thats how ur dad has treat me.
i hope u find someone who loves you like your dad loves your mom.and make youre life worth living..




love you my pretty little baby.
maybe i'll send this for you later when youre grown up.when you realize that this world is not a good enaugh for you.when you think that ure leak of love and ure weak.
because now,i know, you are already over-loved by me and our beloved daddy. :)

love,
mom

Jakarta, 06-09-2009. 08.04.50